I saw him after three months out of touch,
toothpick dangling from his lips; the habit
replaced the pipe, replaced the cigarette.
“I’d like you to read my x-ray,” he said.
Bewildered eyes beheld a galaxy;
constellations of pearly white
against a backdrop of gray haze
dispersed throughout the lungs
like starry bands that form the Milky Way,
lymph nodes illuminating pitch-black sky.
We started the car and drove nowhere
along highways he’d driven as a boy
before the interstates were built.
Anointing ourselves with crisp air,
road dust, bone-rattled engine, we passed
through countless towns now sidelined;
rusted pickups languishing at roadside,
collapsing homesteads, storefronts boarded up
dilapidated, devastated, gray,
forever and forever and forever.
Alone on the road, I looked up and saw
a light. I thought it was the moon, but no—
it was a gas station sign, held aloft.
ANNA MARÍA DEL PILAR SUBEN is a Masters student at the Brown School of Public Health, and has worked as an EMT.