The Oath
RANI MATUK
Here lies a covenant that few shall ever take
A promise made – a promise lost – or forgotten
Do no harm at the very least
Yet, harm harbors no hard feelings and does not mind a visit
once in a while
Recidivism in its primal form
From Charlemagne to another to the father to the son
Now and never hold your peace
Remember when we had just begun?
You told me I was but a missionary to grapple for humanity!
Tempting with the ornate trappings of honor, nobility, and service
Misleading with a slew of lavender vagaries
A pilfer of the nominal dignity that was still in my back pocket
A harbinger of the dissolution of benevolence
How soon one forgets
How soon life turns the other cheek!
The sun will rise and fall, as it does and as they say
You, the eternal spinster –
will coax another with your piercing jasmine and venom oils
and your nauseating nostalgia from yesteryear
I will retire and perish over canyons – long forgotten
But not you fair and formidable oath…
not you.